Monday, May 15, 2017

Hold on

Live a life of no regrets. That’s a mission impossible, but at least that’s the aim we all should give a try. It’ the 237th days that I joined Youshu, wholesale jerseys, but Unlikely Pilgrimage of Harold Fry is the first book I put my hearts on and is determined to finish it.  So many days have been wasted, but it’s never be too late, isn’t it? I used to love reading and writing. I still remember many years ago, when I was a fresh colleague graduate, the first thing I would do after I got my paycheck was to visit foreign language bookstore. I would stare at those books I love with hungry eyes. It usually would take me a lot of time to choose just one from the many. Back at that time, an original book would cost me a fortune. But I just couldn’t give it up. Then the Kindle came and so with many E-books much cheaper and easier for me to access. However, I read less and less. I used to blog in English. I love the feelings of turning my thoughts into words. And the fact that it’s in English gives me some false security. I know it’s funny. But somehow I do feel that way. English is like wearing a disguise for my thoughts. But without knowing, writing fairly regularly has turned into sporadically and then it just stopped completely. I could bring up many excuses for that. Family, cheap snapback hats, job, exercises, house chores, so many things to handle. Where’s the time for reading and writing? Besides, they can’t get me anywhere, isn’t it? I might not be bad at English writing. But it’s still impossible for me to be as good as a Native Speaker.  I focuses too much on the result, and I forget about the process---the sheer pleasure of reading and writing. This reading experience has brought them back both. It’s not easy, but this time I’ll try not to quit.

How to be a time controller?

I felt so terrible this morning. It’s a very difficult thing to get up so early, especially when I got to bed so late the day before.

To control your time is a very tough job. It’s very hard to eliminate your laziness and manage your daily schedule. Mostly you will be distracted from TV series, cheap nfl jerseys, games. When you are addicted to those entertainments, you are not easy to withdraw from the situation. And follow up your schedule accordingly.

How to be a time controller? I believe firstly you must make a reasonable schedule. The schedule should not be so tight, either too loose. You have to figure out what the purpose of the schedule is so as to check if it is the result as you expected. Beside a schedule, you also should make a rule that publish yourself if you can’t strictly abide by the schedule. Of course, you can also stipulate a reward if you do a good job.

Secondly, you’d better find a helper from your intimate relationship, for example, your boyfriend or girlfriend, who can oversee you and remind you what should do now and what should do next. It may be very annoying at the beginning, but as time by, you will get used to the rules. And follow the schedule by yourself without other’s help any more.

The last but not least, for whatever your schedule is, you must make up your mind firstly and always cheer yourself up while you are making an effort. Your perseverance, and your patience, cheap hats, will definitely foster a good habit that will favor your whole life.

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Thank my son for thanking me!

In class meeting
the third class in the afternoon

I wanna say lots of thanks.
Say thanks to my son for his completely changing my life,and letting me understand what is the nicest affection in the world.
Say thanks to my son for enriching my life and brightening each day of mine.
Say thanks to my son for making me become a person who has a strong will while bringing him up.
Say thanks to my son for making myself realise how important I am at this moment.
Say thanks to my son for making me know the real meaning of living in this world.
Say thanks to my son for making me feel I am the most lucky mom having him such a sensible boy.
Say thanks to my son and my students for making me have each cheerful day,cheap jerseys, and making me back to a child as well.

I can't breathe!

I am keeping seeking you,fresh air,cheap snapback hats, but where you are you floating?I am sure that there's still a blank place for you here in my heart insides my close family.I wanna hold a person who understands and admires me most,however,sometimes I am still alone.I need no friends or any others who have nothing to do with me at all.I just want a pair of deep eyes,a sunny face and a lovely smile. The working atmosphere lacking in stimulation makes me bored to death,so I prefer to hide in my castle to be a housewife.
Change another space where I can be given enough dreams to enjoy such a nice world.However,when I open eyes every morning,seeing the same dark window,to start a same day,to see those same faces day by day,year by year.I really want to escape into the moon,even if there's no air,because I like new.
Yeah,I must find my fresh air,cheap oakleys, a completely different world for me,wait with patience...

house

Born in temporary simple shed put up by father and relatives after earthquake in 1978.Then,at the same year,father entered the college again after hard ten-year life.Later,we lived in a formal house with another couple together,cheap nfl jerseys, who were my aunt and uncle.I was so small at that time,I couldn't understand why adults always fought.Yeah,having lived in opposite rooms in the same house for years caused that.During those years,father studied in the college for 4 years.I always looked forward to him and his food for me.Grandma always told me it was in a shed among three trees that I was born.But I never knew what it was like.
When I was in Grade 3 or 4,father finished his college life.We moved into a small house next to a big new house being built,which would really belong to us.Soon,new house was finished,father specially asked someone to make all new furniture.I was very happy at that time,and often offered to clean the house.
I couldn't remember when father started to work as a teacher or when to change his job.When told to move to the town,cheap hats, was I very happy or not?I can't remember yet now.
I started studying in the strange classroom,strange school,strange town then.Everything was strange.Especially in a strange house near the new school.I didn't like that house at all,because it was untidy and old.Later,I knew from father that the house was rented by him.It didn't belong to us.Yeah,we had no money,the house in the hometown wasn't sold,because it was left to grandparets,they lived in it.
At the end of the year of my junior high school.Public housing needed turning to private housing,father had no money to buy the house we had being lived.Even if we needed to move out of that house,he didn't sell the one in the hometown as well.At last,father found a dormitory in a school,the rooms were smaller,even older and tinpotter.

One year later,I went to Tianjin city to study.Each time I came back to see that house,wholesale jerseys, how I wish we could have a good house.Two years later,father told me that we bought a new flat.At that moment,how excited I was,although it never came to my face.Every week,I eagered to move into the new flat quickly.And at last, we did,everything was new.
I realised ,from then on, I set affection on house.
Before I married,I put house the first place,in my mind,no house means no home.I want a space world completely belonging to me.I like tidying,like all the things in the house,I love making everything warm and lovely in rooms.
Until now,I still love houses.Since I married,having changed small to big,to my favourite one now.We have moved houses several times.As long as having money,I only want it change into houses,one,two three...While doing that,suddenly finding my zones in this world grow bigger and giving them to son are really a happy thing.Fighting!From next month,cheap fake oakleys, I will reduce costs.

Thursday, April 20, 2017

What is the most important?

Maybe it's the most difficult question to answer.All seem so important,cheap mlb hats, health,money,love,family,friends,work,those we wanna possess...

Our answers at present are necessarily true.Only when we have once lost the thing we had,we can make out what it is.Lost things seem so important,however,most of them will never come back.Something or somebody that we have thought important,nevertheless,we feel nothing when they are lost.Instead,the most commons we have once leave us,cheap oakley sunglasses, our life can't go on in a completely changed world.

Life is so strange,we are always living with a seeking heart,seeking all that we have longed for and all that we regard the most important.Eventually,often those we seldom care about can quiet our heart and bring us joys,just like the food we never wanna keep an eye on gives us health,the persons who never appeal to us make us warm.

We always say health is the most important,but why did many kill themselves?Money?Then why can't many rich men find true love and happiness?We always expect that while having this.So what is the most important,cheap nfl jerseys, just to experience!Life can tell you.

How are you all?

Suddenly,fake oakley sunglasses, some special persons came to my mind.One was a scientist and doctor,one was a college student and a chengguan.Although about ten years is gone,I still remember them.Chatting with them always made me forget time,practising my English,talking about anything in life to warm each other.I was ever deeply attracted by each of them,for they were all good at English,all had a delicate heart,a sweet temper,what's more,a bit mysterious....they are the kind of men that I have never met in reality.However,they are just ones of the common.I met them in different places,the first is on Skype,the second is English spaces,the third is on QQ.Can they still remember me,Ana?I am sure they do.Old friends are the best,giving the most faith to each other.I know it's hard to find them back,wholesale jerseys, no contact at all.Miss those days.